It's been a long time since i posted. Today's the big day.

I have been trying to put together my thoughts, about things that have been happening around us, the doom and gloom. How much of it is real how much of it is just astroturf.

How do i begin, there is indeed lot of things going on - related to personal life, related to society, so intermixed that it is becoming a bit difficult to separate. In the personal life alone there's job, there's my own relationships with the people i know, the projects and so on.

Today i write however, attempt to since the time and the mood permits the situation for it. The basic doom and gloom. The rising, aspirational middle class which is tired of receiving the short end of the stick. For me the triggers were judiciary, i am sure that they have their own structural issues like everything else and for someone who is not in the loop and the based on the news cycle we only get reports of the 'bad' judgements.

In general i find normies to be reactionary, swinging like a tree branch based on whatever the direction algods (algorithim gods) take them. But for me trigger was judiciary, the rich and powerful keep getting away, the poor and powerless suffer. A children without parent, a rape survivor, someone who lost their closed ones in accident. The shamelessness of the powerful or i must say the boldness of getting away.

As bad as events are my belief are still entact that we are moving in better direction. Past had nothing worth mourning about. Present has lots to do.

But the general doom and gloom, i believe our opinions and perception of society depended back in the day a lot on what we consumed, as in media - movies, songs, newspapers. The news were filtered, we were oblivious about most so contained in our environment it felt better.

Now with internet, the bad faith players, the continuous march of the propaganda machine strengthened by algorithms people are getting traumatized and addicted to those. They crave bad news at this point. The one they can rage at, raise their fist and scream and feel something they have done but without much effort of it.

The contrasts have changed, another reason i believe the change in perception is that unironically the income levels. The double digit inflation in UPA era and in general that period did see increased salaries and later governments to control the inflation, they did successfully it did impact the salary growth. Goods did get expensive at slower rate but the salaries were not accelerating either. In earlier case the inflation had also the part of salary acceleration. Source of middle class discontent.

Another thing, the right wing and hindus are reactionary status quoist people. Ideally they do not prefer to attack others and generally tend to their own matter until agitated upon even then they are limited. But since the changes in government the left adjacent dominated media as in let's say movies, actors, influencers etc. which normies enjoyed collectively blackpilled them or baited them on their most joyous occasions.

The ever online hindu now instead of celebrating their joyous moment was busy countering or counter celebrating Ws against the ever rampant attack from left adjacent or other non-hindu groups. Diwali became about 'pollution', holi about 'molestation', ram navmi about 'hindu vs muslims', so on. It wasn't enough that the congress backed regionalists further went on divided the hindus based on regionalism or linguistic axis. It was bound to happen because that's the way you can counter BJP's collectivist hinduism approach.

So it became dussera vs dushehra, diwali vs dipawali. Regional gods vs 'vedic gods', maa shakti vs shri rama.

A ever dormant hindu was never ready, the people they enjoyed or looked up to loathed their identity. So it ran around like a headless chicken.

The message was and is clear, if you don't vote for us we maybe out of power but we will make your lives miserable every joyful moment will be akin to mourning. Congress was and even now is really good at propaganda, very refined that times despite being worse gave illusion of good times to the normies. A sweet poison. And part of it is in the fact that their time was before internet and we are not sure how they would fare in post-digial India era.

You will not even enjoy a movie without we bombarding your life with counter propaganda. Idea is to mentally pervade defeatism in the hindu society so that they themselves open the gates of the fort for the hoardes to invade.

The BJP doesn't mind, there are long term goal with them and short term ones. Either way they believe to an extent that this only so far has caused counter mobilization in favour of them on ballot. But they maybe ignoring the undercurrent.

This is just one part of the events which have happened, roughly linked. But there's greater event which is occurring that is the fault of Hindoo society itself. The elites, of Hindu society, the leaders of the local groups, nationalism itself.

The Indian society is very tribal, archaic and successive government from congress to bjp have tried subtle reform but each with its own flavour. I obviously have tilt towards BJP because it aligns with my understand of this land that is core which is dharmic.

But there's indeed is one issue. The symptom of that are the trads, the bheem groups, etc. abrahamics however are their own bracket.

So what even is this symptom? The symptom of self victimization. Indian public is nice generally nice but we are resource scare country which has resulted in very nice bunch being pitted against each other which lead to a mentality where we can't view the world outside our myopic lens. Long term visions are gone.

And i don't blame them, because the state machinery has been subpar. How can i ask some Indian to not leave for other better opportunity if the shameless babus in NHAI are causing deaths of thousands in year, when thousands of kids are being mauled by strays and government doesn't want to hurt, when some group of microminority forced the mighty BMC to do half ass work against the pigeon problem, when the food are adulterated, bridges are falling, pollution by farmers, cars, etc. when trains are delayed and so on. But it's also truth that it's sort of like a feedback loop, a strong archaic society resists the changes, leading to sub par work which leads to dissatisfaction which leads to further polarization of the society that nothing ever good can happen.

How do you break such stronghold, such cycle? The immediate results is in what anons turn towards are - genocide xyz group, blaming each other for the fault when we are collectively responsible.

Truth is in the realization that we need indeed patriotism, a bit of unwavering faith, being irrational in our belief that we can make it and keep changing things, subtly at bare minimum, ram through when the chance is there. This cycle will obviously have weeds which need to be removed, those leaders who were rapists, courts, babus there's need to screen some of them out to improve the machine.

Question is it happening? Answer might be yes and maybe not. Lots of things to do, too little time.

This is why we need to hype up every good thing but also understand there will be failures but do not be doom gloom about it but also try everything to weed out the problem while not jumping into the bhosadpill pit. Need to tread very carefully.

At the end i feel the natural momentum will take care of it all. But i just attempted to touch upon with theory.

At the end if you are uncertain, focus on yourself your family and extended community.

That's it. Jai Hind Jai Bharat!